awww. i deleted my other posts... they were junk anyway.
did you ever crave for meat? i mean, want meat more than anything else for that specific time. well, i am having this "meat frenzy" recently, especially on afternoons. even if im really hungry and junk food abound together with cup noodles and other less than tasty meals, i dont want to eat them. i cant make myself eat them. i want meat! chicken, pork, beef, lamb, or some expensive seafood... i want juicy and chewy meat. i cant believe im actually writing this. btw, this has nothing to do with my backstabbing that is also "meat-related".
on to other matters, i asked my mother (after a long "discussion") to take my glasses back to the optical shop for some screw tightening. now, its fixed; but also, they somehow managed to wreck it. even with years of experience and expertise, they broke the side of my lens. its really small though. close examination is necessary to even spot it. yes, maybe im quite unreasonable; but i want to wreck my stuff so that only i am to blame. but nooooooooo...
watching the oh so boring news (CNN), i cant believe someone would be paying $93 million for a painting?! a lot of other more helpful and profound stuff can have been done with that amount. but hey, if i were that rich fellow, would i care?
ive saved the best for last. yes, jason, i havent gotten over it. i am still in pieces. shattered by the cruel reality of life...
